I keep saying this like a broken record. That I succeeded in my quest to unlove you. Why wouldn’t I?
My friends keep doubting me like a reverberation. They don’t believe it when I say I am over you. Why wouldn’t they?
My family keep sighing at me like a monotone. They are sure I will be back to square one in the next second. Why wouldn’t they?
But they don’t seem to get it. That I am trying hard enough to unlove you.
They don’t seem to get it that I always get a beat drop when I so much as smell you around.
They are not there when the kicks and keys and drums, sound loudly and become so suffocating and stifling.
Why would I not want to unlove such an autotuned symphony.
–a part of a whole-
I wrote this actually as a battle cry for addiction but I can totally see it if you relate to it differently🙂. After all the sole purpose of this was to create an outlet for venting. You know how you have this thing (person) that isn’t right and you know it isn’t and the whole world knows too but then you put in efforts day in day out to overcome them but people just give you that look like you are not even trying hard enough. Well –a part of a whole– is for you. Come and let’s ‘urgh’ together😄😆.
Also check out; I didn’t Want To Talk About This.
I refuse to not see life as cupcakes and rainbows 😁😁😁.
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