Priorities Realigned.
At the beginning of this month (June) we appreciated the fact that we had all in some ways achieved feats (no matter how little bitty they may seem) that were worth praise but we also acknowledged that we had to check our priorities.
Okay so let’s do a little story telling. Six months ago, I had made one drastic decision, it wasn’t sudden, like I woke and decided to do this, but a somewhat thought out decision but still when the moment actually came up. It suddenly became a big one for me. I moved about 500miles from home to be on my own. And yes I had done that before in the past but I always had that feeling of when time’s up, I am going back home and now I had to make home myself. And though I didn’t let people even my family in it, internally, I was really going through it.
Fast forward, there I was on my own with set targets and goals (you name it) that I was hell bent on hitting and everything was just falling apart. Nothing was working. I was having an internal crisis. My well planned out priorities were just going haywire. Slowly without even realizing it, I was starting to regret the big move. I felt like everything I did was flawed coupled with some disagreement among certain people in management at the workplace and I was ready to throw hands.
But in retrospect, I find myself smiling and shaking my head to some outburst that I had. I set out with a drafted style, a plan of action, a well thought out placement of numeration with regards to my priorities (at least that is what I thought). I had this whole design of how I wanted things to flow for me and I was putting in the good works so I didn’t get why they weren’t acting accordingly. And then it hit me, “Why am I acting like it is a crime or an impossibility to tick number 5 before number 2?”
I can totally realign my priorities.
I didn’t have to go draft a whole new orchestra. That wasn’t needed. What I had was just fine but I needed to come to the understanding that it was okay to try a different approach. I had spent time to be detailed and all but still I needed to allow air through it and most importantly, I needed to submit it to the original Maker and Master crafter.
So here is what we are going to do; step back, congratulate ourselves regardless, do a breakdown of our first half and check where we need to tighten or loosen our reins. Because really, It’s okay, you know.
Also check out; Insecurities! To hell with you.
I refuse to not see life as cupcakes and rainbows 😁😁😁.
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